Thread: Everybody has a Guardian Angel

No that is not an Angel, it is a lost soul. I have known Zelda for over five years, and as I stated she is dark I am light and she is very private, so for her to even post at all is a miracle. lol. I was in a terrible accident and I was in the emergency room waiting to die, a beautiful black woman came over and took my hand and said you will live it is not your time. I turned my head for a moment and she was gone. The nurse came over and I mumbled who was that woman talking to me, the nurse said what woman, I explained to her what had happened and she said honey I have been right here there was no one by you, it was an Angel believe or not Tolka, they are real. They come to believers but they also come to non believers.

Yes they come when you least expect it, they look like homeless, businessmen, elderly women with pure white skin and white hair, and nondescript. I believe as Zelda believes, and my Dad does too, but Sara D believes they come from God, makes for good dinner conversation when we have our yearly meet up.

Hell yeah, a Satanist me, a OTO member Belasko, an Alexandrian Wiccan Bel, and a light worker Sara D, make for strange dinner companions. Belasko pissed me off so bad one night I poured a plate of spaghetti on his head, but he still loves me.

I have had that happen once, when I was all alone and struggling to make ends meet. I was in a park crying, because all I had to eat was an apple and a cracker. This well dressed woman with white hair and pure white skin sat down beside me, grabbed my hand and said it will be all right. I never told her what was wrong, but she pressed a envelope in my hand got up and walked away. I looked in the envelope and there was 500.00, I looked up and as she was walking she just vanished into thin air. My life turned around that day, I got the job I was waiting for and got a grant for college. I have had numerous encounters since then, but that was the only time money was involved. I don't know why mine is a well dressed grandmother, maybe it is what I conjured when I needed a guardian Angel and that fit. I have a friend who's guardian angel looks like a punk rocker, it is what we relate to I guess. Yes we all know each other, mores the pity.

sounds nice. Mine never gives me money. Just enourmous insights, Portable pyramids and legs all out the body and in the couch.

hey insight is just as important. who knows with your insight they may decide it is time to give you money.

I realize now I have theknoledge and wisdom neccesary to join the oto and rise through the ranks very quickly. This is a stupid quistion but what are some minor to medium benefits to joining, no need to tell me the big one, I know that all ready. Thanks Zelda.

The OTO? I was never part of that order, but I would imagine not only insight, but the ability to become very powerful magickal wise, the pitfalls as with any order, politics. It is the curtailing of not being flexible to an initiate as their word is law, and they are not open to new ideas. I rose through the ranks very quickly also, and I guess I was a bit spoiled, but as soon I as voiced a few complaints, they didn't want to hear it, so I left. They still email me, and one day I may go back, but not for a long time.

ahhh I see. sorry about the oto assertion. gotmixxed up. hmmm. This is very interesting, Could you give me some insights on joining an order based on your experiences. ok thanks. what did you complain about?

I wanted to mix up the rituals a bit, add a little new insight, and I was voicing a complaint about a dick head there who was teaching the Enochian to kids on the side, who knew absolutely nothing about anything. It was impossible to stay and deal with the guy. He eventually got himself in trouble and was kicked out. I have to say the friendships, and the camaraderie and the knowledge that one learns. You find that all you have been reading and studying finally makes sense and it all comes together once you are accepted in the order. I will be honest I have a short fuse, am stubborn as all hell, and never back down, plus I can have a sarcastic mouth, was one of my little flaws in the order.