Ok im convinced that my parents house somehow amplfyes my psichic ability. There r many reasons but the man is when i dream about 10% of the time i have what i call wakeing dreams or nightmares. What happens is that i wake up i fell myself wake up and i can move but its like im in a diffrent reality. once i had this happen i woke up and was in a forest i could still see the walls but i also say forest everywhere, this happened when i was ten and i started screamin and cryin and my parents werent happy xD well i have add adhd so they took me to get nural feedback therapy where it corects thh brain waves i guess idk much about it anyways after i took two months of it i stopped dreaming like that well its comeing back. when i have these things happen to me it still scares me i can feel my body and control it but i always see something ontop of my house. a few times in my dreams i would see a light so bright that i cant look into it no matter how hard i try and wake up with the light still there for a few secounds. while another time i was in a newyork subway station and for some reason i needed to get the otherside of the tracks i dnt remember why but i saw the bathroom the one right by my door to my room than i see the subway comin and could feel the wind off it the sound of it as well as the bathroom but i also saw me standing there shacking and the bathroom i was outta body but also in it. and when i was seven i was sittin on the steps than all the sudden i was flying lookin down on everyone my body than got up and helped my buds throw watermillon at passin cars but i also seen it threw my eyes i felt numb so i dnt know i question my sanity daily and the more i study the occult the more weird stuff happens to me. but i cnt stop studying it its my passion. so did i astral project or somethin else?
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