Hi
I just did some work in Thailand and have 3 points where any comments would be welcome.
I have been on a silent meditation for the very first time for a week in Thailand using Appana to start with to focus and purify the mind and body. Then on day 4 start Vipassana.
1* on day 1 I experienced a dark energy surface around the heart and it wouldn't release. I got frustrated with it and visualised something powerful in my hand and ripped it out. I wasn't sure after if I had damaged the area. The next day I was visited by an Indian figure who I know in the astral form who did some work to the area then went. Shortly after that I experienced the shoulder open up and an entire sheath of my body being removed. I felt withdrawn and cleansed thereafter and no more dark energy. I have no idea what exactly happened other than that.
2* on the very first episode with Vipassana on the 4th day I experienced an energy shield covering my entire upper body and head. It was flexible, and seemed to have some sort of intelligence separate from my own and possibly it independent respiratory system. It was most easy to view around the forearms and had additional objects within it that surfaced outside. It seemed to have semi mechanical function different to my own. The energies of it were aligned directly to the third eye area. A spiritually advanced person mentioned this once a few years ago, but I had forgotten about it. I have no more details about this.
3* I left the course after experiencing this. My total body focussed in small areas or as a whole. Either inside or outside, being flesh, organ or bone was total impermanent energy which had no reason to abide by the known conventional laws of physics. Example a sword or bullet could pass straight through without affecting it. Where to go from here??
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