Thread: Have you had a near death experience?

So maybe you could have been attacked in a dream or anotherworld, and that attack left psyical effects? I've heard of that before. There is a crippled girl i know who just 'woke up' like it, there's no explaination of what happened. She claims to have had a dream where somthing was trying to break her back on the night in question. Very worrying

Thats my just of it. But the thing is, I was awake during the 'experiment'.

I was told by my doctor i had cancer, and it turned out to be a cerebri tumor. They told me i had 3 months to live. kaiser was wrong they drained my spinal fluid and ive been on medication for epilepsy my whole live.

NDE's ... yes had a few what I would call "real" ones and also what I would call "self induced" ones...

Very first was when I was about 4 - 5 year old, walking back from the local shop down the street with my mother, I was trailing behind, and had a bag of sweets and had what we called a "gob stopper" it was a large ball that had different flavours as you sucked on it on went through the different layers coated on it... Well I bit the thing and it shot down the back of my throut blocking my wind pipe... I recall not knowing what to do and very quickly the lack of oxygen had my legs week and I was desperatly trying to reach my mother before I collapsed onto the pavement.

At about that point I found my soul (?) was at one with the whole of nature, I was some 30 foot or so above my body and had no form at all, I could see the wind and could could see for miles and miles and also could hear other bodyless voices talking, I could hear the birds singing also... then a voice called to me and welcomed me and urged me to move on... But I was intreeged to stay and watch what was goign to happen with these "things" below me, I had no comprehension as to what my physical body was and what my mother was to me they were just simply "things" that existed and I could see that the little "thing" was in some sort of distress and wondered if the other big "thing" would be able to help it or not... Sounds bizzare I know...

Anyway after a short while the big "thing" (my mother) turned around and ran to the little "thing" (my physical body) and picked it up off teh ground and gave it a shake, then realised that there was something stuck in its windpipe, and the second she touched that object and managed to dislodge it, I got sucked back into my physical body and straight away I looked up at teh point in the sky I had just been and felt a feeling of not wanting to be stuck in this small physical body at all !

That day changed my life, I began to ask to be read Bible storys as it was the only thing that I could even possibly relate to at that age as for what happened, and of course nobody belived me at the time... That is what began my search for answers even at that very young age....

My second death experience is but of nothing, in fact it was a Samadhi experience, but death none the less. funny thing is it was in a place of many, an yet I was in a place of none, absolute nothingness; no self, no thing, no one. I had awoke to a female walking by me with a smile directed at me, as well as my self smiling(think it was in retribution, smiles are contagious).

the first death I should not speak of at this time...I will only say that shells or skins have shed to oblivion, the ice has melted.

I choked on a piece of steak and lost consciousness and was saved by my boyfriend. The disturbing part is I was aware of not being able to breathe and it was surreal and frightening at the same time. When I was twelve I was having surgery and the doctors lost me twice on the table. I do remember a golden room and dead relatives and other people calling my name.

Living in the city, traffic tends to get pretty heavy.

Back in my young and "uncaring" years, a combination of jay-walking and a speeding car caused a broken leg (three places, bone sticking out of the skin, foot turned backwards. Still have the x-rays). It felt as if I was unconscious for only 20 seconds, though it was for at least a few hours. Apparently I lost a LOT of blood.

I just remember a voice telling me to "turn around and wake up."

When my eyes opened, I was in the hospital, with a speed cast around my leg (which was throbbing in pain. Not sure how I was able to bear it).

Lesson: Don't jay-walk.