I don't know about everyone else but there is little to no structure in his thinking. If there is structure in his thinking, then I for once fail at finding it and would appreciate someone explaining it to me.
It reminds me too much of schizophrenia. For example when he goes on about '' insanity'' and '' in Satan'' or something like that. Either a manic mind, or a schizophrenic one, or possibly a genius that has gone completely crazy on some kind of mind altering substance.
My other idea was that as he was walking along the satanic path he couldn't handle the forces he was working with and became absorbed in them.
In Theosophy these forces are the Pitris. In India these forces are the Asuras. In Zoroastrainism they are the Daevas and the Drujs.
They are forces of nature... some more sophisticated than others but still quite wild... who created Man and exist simultaneously within Man and only have a mind because of Man.
If a person is not aware of their Higher Self when embarking on this path I've noticed a lot of people tend to become sociopathic or simply crazy.
They take over.... and the magick is addictive.... it boosts the ego as well as turns the flesh into a Haven of Wonder.
Then you got good old satan. The Adversarial aspect in us all. Being fed over the ages fear, blood, pain, suffering, and a satanist goes and invokes him before doing any magick.
Not trying to offend any of you spiritual satanists out there. These are my beliefs and explanations why this happens.
Those who Fall will find their Heaven
and will always be adored.
In Plaudo Atri Matris!
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